Unfolded within

My twin flame left me lost and broken after the breakup. The emotions were intense, devestating and overwhelming. It caught me off guard because I didn’t fully comprehend it. I always knew our bond was unique and that he had a profound impact on my heart and soul. However, I never expected to be hurt so deeply. I was determined to understand it all because I was clueless about this kind of connection.

I believed it indicated your contentment in your relationship. Additionally, I feel it’s strange to have such strong emotions in a brief time, especially if you’ve never even met that person. Nevertheless, my feelings and soul remained unaffected by my own reasoning.

It was as though my words couldn’t find a place within me. My heart and soul didn’t embrace them. It was as if the only truth existed within. It felt like my true self understood that this was more than just a casual interaction. Deep down, I knew it was something much more significant. The words and thoughts I expressed to myself didn’t fit in with me. They felt out of place, like wearing a raincoat while the rain washed away all my thoughts.

My twinflame left me

All my thoughts just slipped away, like raindrops on the ground. Only my heart and soul made sense to me. I felt devastated, alone, and intensely sad. Every second of the day I missed him and missed his soul. I was in a dilemma and really started to think that I had lost my mind.

From that point forward, my brain seemed to operate separately from my heart and soul, leaving me perplexed. How could this be possible when we had never crossed paths in person? Nevertheless, the communication through the app was exceptional from the very first day.

At the start of January, everything seemed perfect back in January, the connection was incredibly pleasant, and it just felt right from the beginning. He and I enjoyed each other’s company a lot, and things escalated rapidly. We developed a strong, profound connection. We communicated daily, sometimes all day long. He shared his thoughts very intimately, completely opening up to me. He placed 100% trust in me, and I reciprocated. It was as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

My twin flame left me lost and broken

My heart and soul

Dispite being out of touch, I still feel a strong desire to be with him. It’s if my soul craves his presence. I wonder, does he feel the same way about me? Was our connection a joke? Am I too dependent on him? I used to have self-esteem, but now it seems to have vanished. Is my brain playing a cruel trick on me? How could he disappoint me like this? How could he suddenly not feel the connection between us anymore? it feels like it disappeared in an instant. However, deep down, I know that this cannot be true.

He burries all his emotions out of fear, making it too painful to think about. I desired to end this absurd game. Questioning my own actions and feelings. How could a stranger have such an impact on my life? Yet, deep down, I felt a connection, a soul recognition of my twin flame. Despite hit fear of losing himself, our connection, it all stayes strange to think of it.

While it seemed like the contact was ending, our emotional attachment became too intense. I started to feel a fear of losing him. I’m shaking my head as I write this, because it is very strange to write all this. It’s even more unusual because we were both so anxious (and still are, in my opinion). It wasn’t supposed to happen because he has a family and lives in another country.

My twin flame left me

Additionally, I’ve been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 20 years. But I’m no longer happy with him. The discontent amd unhappiness in our relationship existed long before I met my twin flame. Essentially, my twin flame entered my life at a very inconvenient moment. Or perhaps, at the perfect moment.

My life has become more complicated. Because I find myself in a challenging situation with my boyfriend, while experiencing intense emotions for another person. Meanwhile, my twin flame has moved on and claims to no longer have feelings for me. Although I am skeptical of his words, I am unsure of what actions to take in this. What I do know, is that I decided to concentrate on self-exploration and healing.


One response to “My twin flame left me lost and broken”

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    Daphne

    What a story you share here. I must honestly say that I like your style of writing. But what a miserable situation you are in. I wish you strength. ✨🙏

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